Monday, January 17, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
What if?
I'm not one to write a lot, but a lot has been on my mind and I feel the need. Where I used to only have to worry about what outfit to wear or what accessories go best with that outfit (go ahead and say it, "VAIN!"), I now have an extended list of worries - that I place upon myself (some might say too much, right honey?) So as to allow myself a sense of freedom from these daily anxieties I'm writing them out. Maybe if I read them aloud I'll realize how silly some truly are. (Feel free to leave me comments...whether you think I'm crazy or not!)
WHAT IF:
*he doesn't sleep through the night?
*I'm never a good cook?
*people only saw abilities, not disabilities?
*she were to be cured?
*hearts could be mended over night?
*she watches too much tv?
*everyone believed?
*they were able to?
*I forget to say I love you?
*she cries again this morning when I drop her off at school?
*he wets through tonight?
*I prayed more?
*I'm being too much?
*they don't know how much I love them?
*I show up with baby spit on me?
*I were a size 4 again? :)
*I had to face their challenge?
*I should have fed him vegetables not fruits?
*I don't get the ironing done?
*I'm late for work?
I could go on, but won't burden you. As I review my blessings I feel selfish that I should question anything. But I am human; thanks for listening!